I’ve been thinking lately and I figured that there were two guys that had greatly affected me this week. And each of them has a different story, although both had the same type of relationship with me.. The first guy has been sort of my brother at some point. He’s sort of on and off [ therefore I’ll call him Switch ]. The other one is a year older than I am, and he had given me a chance to forget about the first, and to tell you the truth, he gave me the chance to be myself around. He somehow, though, developed an interest in making fun of me [ therefore he’ll be Kuya ].
The Switch.
I’ve ditched my review classes that Thursday to attend the annual Brigada Eskwela. He was there. And that afternoon, I noticed that he was looking at me from afar. I just ignored him. *beep*. He sent me a text asking if I was angry and I said I wasn’t. I still ignored him until he took the seat next to me, And that made my hands and knees shake. My palms began to sweat and I couldn’t sit still. I don’t know if it was because of our past or because I still like him.
The Kuya
He’s a cousin of a friend. He’s been joking around. I told him he’ll be dead if he show himself. I was suprised when his cousin texted me to say that they’re in front ofour house. He was THERE. I couldn’t look at him Pretending he was no there. I can’t stopped thinking about it.
** to all of my schoolmate. DON”T SAY A WORD ABOUT THIS.
